Blushing Again

Back in may I was out of my mind depressed, but now I find my self slightly surprised at how much has changed in a few short months. Let me explain.

My Superman found himself and I got a job. Things are finally going well again. Superman started therapy and finally started to get his head straight. I got his mom paid off. His mood has improved vastly. Love is easy once again.

I find my self blushing in his eyes all over again.

I now have job too. I only work a few days a week but it is $12 an hour in cash so I have nothing to complain about. I also am looking a job as a Doggie Daycare chick for $15 an hour. I really want that job but if I don't get it I won't cry or be disappointed.

Sex hasn't gotten much better since we are both struggling to bring passion to the bedroom. There is those moments though that just make me forget my day, and it is just him and I. We had our one year anniversary in august. We both forgot about it though. We had plans to do some thing special but they fell through because of bad timing with money.

August was also my one year sobriety anniversary. I know I shocked myself. I'm still going strong though.